weekend update

hey everybody, i finally moved.

it's 0:00:43 seconds (after the time change) and i'm preparing to go to sleep.


i almost had a lazy/louzy weekend (nothing done yesterday, almost nothing done on friday); but today saved it:

i went for the first sunbath of the year (for about an hour)

and i went for a picknick with some friends (then some more firends came, then some more than more firends came again, and before i knew what was hapening we were twenty ... something.


but it was ok ...




after the picknick (i still don't know if that's the way to spell picknick :( ) B helped me to cary some of my stuff to my new home.



so now, i'm in my new room, clothes stuffed in the wardrobe, scuba gear - in the wardrobe also, writing on my good-old laptop but on my new PC table, after a shower, and with no way to put this lousy text up since i forgot my net cable in the old home.

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what else is there to talk about?


i didn't get that "changing your life" feeling after i came here. hell, i didn't even get a "new home" feeling, untlil i got out of the shower and finished unpacking;


i still have to go and finish the cleanup and empty of the old home, give in the keys and leave a phone number for any bill payments that should arive there after we move out.


B makes great doghnuts! he had some made for us this evening; they were great (but i'm repeating myself).


also, on a personal note, i found out that some of the stuff i say can be received in many ways (including some unpleasant ones) ... yet another reminder that my perfection could be better (or maybe not, but there's definitely place for more :o) ).


while in the shower i realized - again - that this posting (and all my rambling actually) won't change a thing! it'll not make the world a better place; not save anyone from hunger; not wisen anyone (no, not even myself), and won't improve anything! that in twenty years (give or take some 40 years to that) i'll be gone - completely gone - and all that will be left will be a memory (if any) ... or an anonymous ... scuba suit? writing on a wall? archive on the net? scratch of a stone in a public place? not even that maybe. and that is completely OK. it's fine; acceptable; accomplished;




so this all doesn't matter; and don't pay excessive attention to it;