Sunday, January 21

about the bike trip

Well ... my first longer trip was officially a success (around 230km).

DP couldn't come (his low oil problem is still there), so in the end it was me and DV for half the road, then we met M and came home together (Man, it's hard knowing people with the same first name initial!).

We started at 11, from the office parking lot, then went to Paphos on the old road, then we proceeded to Latchi, then turned around and came back the same way.

Here are some pictures:

me, before leaving
before leaving

at the edge
at the edge

Kurion, from above (our first stop)
Kurion from above

D and the bikes (first stop)
first stop on the road

random passing people on the Paphos seafront, enjoying their ice-cream
icecream

at Hobo's Caffee
D

my bike, at the third stop
My bike, at the third stop

rocky beach, after Paphos (third stop)
rocky beach

our bikes
bikes

breaking wave
Breaking wave in Paphos

boat in Latchi harbor
boat in Latchi harbor

and a rusty anchor
rusty anchor

ramblings

Sunday morning and I'm in office again.

I'd curse, except I came in my own interest: we're actually going through with the bikes trip and I needed the number of one of the guys :)

Anyway, yesterday morning it rained all day and my plans for the day went to Hawaii:

In the morning I wanted to go to D's place and play on my bike (he wanted to change his oil, I wanted to attach the rear seat, fix the clutch and change the handle raisers with the Harley ones).

At 12 I had Aikido lessons, then wanted to visit L, then S (around six).

It happened like this: By the time I got to D it started raining heavily (OK, not immediately, but after he dismantled his bike :-().

Then he had to go and buy something so I stayed there and dismantled my handle; by the time he came back I had missed my Aikido lesson, then went home, completely wet and seriously frozen.

I didn't change the handle raisers since the screws didn't match (I'll have to look for new ones), but on the good side, I dismantled the handle and put it back (enough to realize there's nothing to it :)); I also managed to unscrew the backseat screws (they were stuck in place). The end result was getting some confidence in fiddling with the bike.

As I got home F&L took me to Carrefour for some shopping and when I got home I was one step away from having a fever.

That "kind-of" put a stop to my afternoon visiting plans, so I spent all afternoon in bed, reading fan-fiction. It also made me wake up with a sore throat and coughing this morning (again :().

On the bright side, this morning I adjusted the clutch control and attached the backseat (so that's two points for utnapistim - or something).

Also, after the heavy raining, this morning the skies were clear and sunny and it seems to be drying out.

As such, I came to office to get that phone number and we're meeting at 11 to leave on our trip.

Wish me luck (since it'll be my first longer bike-trip).
utnapistim

Saturday, January 20

Thursday, January 18

about employee satisfaction

(or maybe just small satisfactions, as an employee).

Mr Manager [6:18 PM]:
 Are u handling anything urgent?
utnapistim [6:19 PM]:
 the env. problem for XYZ
utnapistim [6:19 PM]:
 and I'm working on a ping client application ...
Mr Manager [6:20 PM]:
 when do u think you'll finish it?
utnapistim [6:20 PM]:
 which one of them?
Mr Manager [6:20 PM]:
 both
utnapistim [6:21 PM]:
 I hope tomorrow ...
Mr Manager [6:22 PM]:
 do you want a day off (paid)? :-)
utnapistim [6:22 PM]:
 yes :-)
Mr Manager [6:23 PM]:
 you got it after the hard work of last weekend!
Mr Manager [6:23 PM]:
 please tell me when
utnapistim [6:23 PM]:
 cool :-D
Mr Manager [6:23 PM]:
  :-)
utnapistim [6:24 PM]:
 If I knew I'd have taken one today (it's my birthday)

 is it possible to have a day off next monday?
Mr Manager [6:26 PM]:
 I didn't know it's today!
utnapistim [6:27 PM]:
 it's ok :-)
utnapistim [6:27 PM]:
 I'm 28 starting today
Mr Manager [6:28 PM]:
 congratulations!
Mr Manager [6:28 PM]:
 you can take monday as long as you finish your task
utnapistim [6:28 PM]:
 ok
utnapistim [6:29 PM]:
 thanks :-)

a night out

I was about to go to sleep yesterday (late) evening, when B and D dragged me got me out for a game of bowling.


It wasn't anything special, but I (ok, we) had some fun.

some green space in front of Rio Cinema
In Limassol at night

A, in the parking lot
A, in the parking lot

waiting for a bowling lane
waiting for a bowlong lane

at the table
at the table

chatting away

the guys
the guys

B
B

the game
bowling

bowling

and the balls
bowling balls

Wednesday, January 17

me & my bike

my bike

the old times

My brother found some old family pictures at home, scanned them and sent them over.

Here we go:

me
the old times (me)

my brother
the old times (my brother)

me and my brother
the old times (me and my brother)

the old times (me and my brother)

me
the old times (me)

... and me again
the old times (me)

paranormal phenomena

Do you know how little kids believe in Santa?

And the Tooth Fairy?

And how, when we grow up we stop believing in such things?

Actually, they exist; and I'm saying this from personal experience. I haven't actually seen Santa, but fairies definitely exist.

Considering our office for example, although we have a well-organized working environment, the Screw-Up Fairy visits very often, and lately there have been sightings of the Lay-Offs Fairy hanging around.

I just hope she doesn't come anywhere near me, or my friends.

Tuesday, January 16

green

green

exit to Kurion

By popular demand ...

... ok, TWO persons asked me - and both their names begin in a R. (honesty sucks sometimes) - I went this morning to get some shots of me & my bike.

Here we go:
my bike (5)

my bike (3)

my bike (4)

my bike (2)

my bike

Monday, January 15

teardrop

This is what hooked me to listening Massive Attack, some ten years back or so ...

Sunday, January 14

5:46 AM in the office

It's close to six AM, and at this point it looks like I'll got some sleep around noon.

I'm almost done with my wayward server (and I learned two protocols overnight - reminds me of exams a few years ago) and I just got a love letter:
Broadcast Message from root () Sun Jan 14 05:50:04...
PLEASE LOG OFF NOW ! ! !
System maintenance about to begin.
All processes will be terminated in 0 seconds.


Broadcast Message from root () Sun Jan 14 05:50:06...
SYSTEM BEING BROUGHT DOWN NOW ! ! !


So, what is a guy to do? I'll keep working (and see if anything starts burning :D), then - I figure around nine, if I finish by then - I'll go home, take a shower (maybe have something to eat) and at 10:30 I have another motorbike lesson.

At least I'm keeping busy (even if it's 5:65 AM).

Saturday, January 13

the idiotic interface

There are two opposite ways a that system interface can be, while still being a good interface:

The first one is the non-technical way:
It's the interface one sees on Windows and Mac, or the iPod interface: focused on what YOU (as the user) want to do, prioritizing on the most used features, and so on; maybe, elegant.

The second one is the technical way:
It involves the user actually knowing a lot of inside information, specialized data and what it all means. It's the UNIX/Linux philosophy, or the interface of the studio sound mixers: lots of controls, all looking the same and each controlling a different aspect of a process.

One of the good examples of the two interfaces and the differences they enforce on the users, is in consumer cameras versus prosumer cameras:
the consumer ones make all your adjustments, you just press the shutter (and for most amateur photographers, this covers all their needs).
the prosumer ones, ask you to understand exposure, aperture, focal distance, sensor (or film) resolution and a bunch of other things.

Considering all this, when you are in the position of designing something, I think there is one criteria that will point you in the right direction:
Who is the targeted client?

And here I (finally) get to the purpose of my little rant: One of the most frustrating experiences is having one, when you need the other.

In our company, we have an excellent help-desk system: spanning multiple countries and offices and covering all needs from user problems like helping users:
-Dogbert's tech support This is Dogbert. How may I abuse you?
- I need to move my cursor to the right but my mouse is at the edge of the mousepad.
- Have you tried rebooting without saving your files?
- Yeah, several times.
- Have you tried moving your desk?
- It didn't work.
- You need my $800 mousepad upgrade.
- What account does this get charged to?
- "Idiot expense," just like everything else.

It also covers requesting a new office in another country you'll be in, starting next week, for that matter.

My only pet-peeve with this system, is the process of opening a help-desk case. The interface could use some major improvements, starting with a search function, or a simple web wizard.


It's like this: Let's say one of your UNIX servers displays the message:
You don't exist. Go away!
(this is an actual error message one of my friends got, while trying to make a remote connection).

You want to open a HD call to get over this, so you open the HD website, and check the categories: you have (let's say):
  • account problems (one link), which kind-of might be, since your account is not authorized for remote connections;

  • Once you open it though, you find out the link relates to NT accounts, password expiration and asking for a new account.


  • access problems (second link) which it could be also, for the same reason as above;

  • When you open it, you realize it relates to NT security permissions over the different shares and resources on the local network.


  • UNIX problems, which it also is

  • When you browse through the tree of options here though, you realize it's for asking for a bigger quota, requesting a new UNIX account, or reporting UNIX environment problems.


  • Development environment problem, which it might be also, since you're doing development under your account

  • If you actually browse through this category (an have not given up yet), you might get lucky.

On top of this, every one of the links opens a different page that asks you to fill a form, with each field doing a page reload with new data, so by the time you realize your server name is not in the list (and you're obviously in the wrong HD call category) ten minutes have passed and you have to start over.

As an extra bonus, the categories have descriptions filled with acronyms from other projects, so you have no idea if they actually might relate to you and your problem.

Because of this interface, all the experiences I've had with opening HD calls up to now, have proved to be time-consuming and overall annoying.

Most of the time, I feel like cursing it and claiming it idiotic.

Instead, it was just designed for the wrong audience.

wishful thinking

Hey guys, in five days it's my birthday ...

I want one of these:


Thank you :)
utnapistim

12 Girls Band


(found on feridun blog)

It's been a while

It's Saturday morning and I'm in office, working on a small server.

Why?

Well ... two days ago, as I was preparing to go home, Mr. Manager asked me if I was busy; I only had some low-priority tasks to do so I said "no" and three minutes later ended up in a phone conference with Mr. Manager and members from three (?) other teams (all in Mr. Manager's office in the Promised Land); thus did I end up working on "a small ICMP applicative ping application", that "should be ready by Sunday morning", as one of our major clients is going live tomorrow and "we need it to check on something".

... and I didn't know anything about ICMP, applicative pings or small applications! (OK, OK, about small applications, I knew a lot, but it didnt't help much).

Ecco, I'm in office.
I took some minutes to post this on my blog, since it's been a while.

Thursday, January 11

Have you ever killed your name?

I read fan-fiction; a lot of it ...
I have friends who play World of Warcraft;
... and friends who read novels;
I have a friend who has a passion for movies, some who enjoy playing Counter-Strike, and I'm sure the others have other measures of entertainment of the same kind.

Its all the same: one gets engrossed in an activity that proposes another framework as real, a different set of rules, with victories and losses, values, risks and uncertainties and ... and in the end all of us are just telling ourselves stories, believing them and living them (be it for an ninety minutes, a few hours or a few years).

What I only just realized, is that we do the same when we don't acknowledge the story, when we don't know the framework isn't real: I tell myself I'm a programmer, a tourist sometimes "visiting this or that", motorbike driver, a "PADI Resque Diver", Reiki practitioner, vegetarian, curious, "Romanian living in Cyprus", friendly, well-intended and lots and lots of other different tags and legends.

Its still the same, story after story, victories following losses, values risks and uncertainties: its all just new frameworks, new stories.

In the end I'm really not a programmer, not a bike-rider, not a Reiki practitioner, not a ... not anything!

If I dig deep enough, I'm the small boy, who used to go with his brother in the afternoons through the park in Bucharest, for tennis lessons, wondering when it all went "zu Helle" and what in God's name happened ... (that happened while I was in second or third grade in case anyone's actually wondering).

Its all just a different story, along with my name, nicknames, my preference for darker color clothing and newly discovered passion for photography, me answering the phone and this body becoming sick.
Have you ever killed your name?

Its a trance technique that usually leaves me feeling powerful ... or maybe just free.

I watch it all, see the drama come to pass, then transform into memory; and the memory, like judgements and descriptions, is just another story.

I need some sleep.
utnapistim

Wednesday, January 10

autumn colors

autumn colors
This morning I started playing with gimp to learn how to add a small copyright message to my photos.

This is one of them (though I still can't add it as a watermark).

Tuesday, January 9

me

me
I don't remember who took this, but it's a good portrait.

about terra naomi

Remember how I said I was a fan of Steve Jobs?

Well, that was two days ago.

Today, I'm a fan of Terra Naomi.
She posted a song (Say It's Possible) on YouTube, gut a huge response, then asked people to create an answer to the question:
“What would you do or want if anything was possible?”

She then took the responses and created a clip for the song:

Monday, January 8

psychology and meditation (some ramblings)

A few days ago (was it on Friday?) we had an interesting chat during lunch-break about subconscious, super-conscious, ego, feelings and all that jazz.

It wasn't a scientific approach or anything of the sort and I kept telling the guys that "one could somehow harmonize the primal needs with the moral percepts" (or whatever they are) to "get to a state of no-conflict, in the mind".

I took some time to think about our chat and decided that I was wrong on two levels:

First, while I believe strongly that the mind can reach a state of no conflict, it is definitely not "by harmonizing the primal needs with the moral percepts" (and besides, that sounds complicated, clinical and unrealistic anyway). It is the nature of the mind to be conflicted, so whatever the answer is, it is not in what the mind does.

Second, what I actually wanted in that conversation was not to tell my friends that "the mind can reach a state of no conflict"; Instead I wanted to know if psychology acknowledges the state of मोक्ष(Moksha) and if so, what it makes of it. I'm not sure at this point if it is not acknowledged or we simply didn't touch that in our conversation.

Besides, we're no experts anyway (well ... I'm not in any case).


Pondering on the net,
utnapistim

basement light

basement (3)
One of the lights at the cars exit in the office parking (level two, basement).

through the basement

I went for a walk through the basement with I. again, and I tried my hand for some pictures (yes, again!).

no butterflies
no butterflies

to the exit
basement (2)

Sunday, January 7

Steve Jobs at Stanford, 2005

I just finished watching a speech by Steve Jobs, and I sort-of became a fan of this guy.

Jay, thanks for the link :)

Friday, January 5

not really "Route 66"

I was passing through some pictures and a friend of mine said
This has a feeling of "Route 66".

I figured I might as well upload it.

my bike

Thursday, January 4

I made it

As I said yesterday, I wanted to get to Kurion again to shoot some pictures. I made it yesterday evening, but it was a bit late and I only got 20 minutes of light or so.

Kurion beach, yesterday evening

seaweed on the beach

Tuesday, January 2

I miss taking pictures

I take lots of pictures; In a year (last year), I took around 14000 of them, and yet ... I miss taking pictures.

It may sound paradoxical I guess, but it's not taking pictures per se that I miss ...

More like ... I miss trying my hand at compositions; and trying a lot of things just to see what works; or walking with the camera in hand looking for subjects;

I don't do that anymore.

Instead, I only use my camera at parties, occasions where my friends ask me to take it along. There's nothing wrong with that either, its just that its not enough.

Maybe I should make some exits around Kurion again ...

some highlights from the party, two nights ago

Happy coffee
happy coffee

It's about rule 208
I TOLD you! It's rule 208 that said ...

preparing the camera
at the table

no comment
no comment

Chaplin's shoes
Chaplin's shoes ... more or less

desperate to eat
desperate to eat

:)
:)

G & I, performing
G & I, performing